So, our baby sister in the Carolina's sent this message, lol:
Angel Cakes, Bazookas, Bazooms, Beacons, Beanbags, Bebops, Betty Boops,
Big Boppers, Bikini Stuffers, Billibongs, Blinkers, Bombers, Bombshells,
Bon Bons, Bongos, Bonkers, Boobers, Boobies, Boobs, Boops, Bops, Bosom,
Boulders, Bouncers, Bra Buddies, Bra Stuffers, Breasts, Bronskis, Bubbas,
Bubbies, Buds, Bulbs, Bulges, Bullets, Bumpers, Bumps, Bust, Busters,
Busties, Butterballs, Buttons, Caboodles, Cams, Cannon Balls, Cantaloupes,
Carumbas, Cha-chas, Charlies, Chihuahuas, Chimichongas, Chiquitas,
Coconuts, Congas, Corkers, Cream Pies, Creamers, Cuhuangas, Cupcakes,
Curves, Dingers, Dinghies, Dingos, Dirigibles, Doorknobs, Doozers,
Doozies, Double-Whammies, Dueling Banjos, Dumplings, Dunes, Ear Muffs,
Eclairs, Eggplants, Enchiladas, Flapjacks, Flappers, Flesh Bulbs, Flesh
Mellons Floaters, Fog Lights, Fried Eggs, Fun Bags, Gagas, Garbos,
Gazingas, Gazongas, Glands, Globes, Globlets, Gob Stoppers, Gongas,
Goombas, Grapefruits, Grillwork, Guavas, Gum Drops, Hand Warmers,
Handsets, Head Lamps, Headers, Headlights, Headphones, Headsets,
Hefties, Heifers, Hemispheres, Hills, Hindenburgs, Honeydews, Honkers,
Hood-Ornaments, Hoohas, Hooters, Hot Cakes, Hottentots, Howitzers,
Hubcaps, Huffies, Humdingers, Hush Puppies, ICBMS, Jawbreakers,
Jemimas, Jibs, Jobbers, Jugs, Jukes, Jumbos, Kabukis, Kalamazoos,
Kazongas, Kazoos, Knobbers, Knockers, Kongas, Kumquats, Lactoids, Lip
Fodder, LLamas, Loaves, LobLollies, Love Mellons, Love Muffins, LuLus,
Macaroons, Mammaries, Mammies, Mams, Mangos, Marangos, Maraschinos,
Marimbas, Marshmallows, Mau Maus, Mausers, Meat Loaves, Meatballs,
Melons, Milk Cans, Milk Fountains, Milk Shakes, Mmbos, Molehills,
Mommas, Mondos, Montain Peaks, Montezumas, Moo Moos, Mother Lodes,
Mounds, Muchachas, Muffins, Mulligans, Mushmellons, Nancies, Nectarines,
Niblets, Nibs, Nippers, Nippies, Nippleoons, Nippleos, Nips, Nodes,
Nodules, Noogies, Nose Cones, Oboes, Oompas, Orbs Apples, Ottomans
Balboas, Padding Balloons, Pagodas Bangers, Pair Bangles, Palookas
Bassoons, Papayas Baubles, Parabolas Bazongas, Paw Patties, Peaches,
Peakers, Peaks, Pears, Pects, Peepers, Pillows, Pips, Plums,
Pointer-Sisters, Points, Pokers, Polygons, Pompoms, Pontoons, Potatoes,
PT Boats, Pumpkins, Rangoons, Rib Cushions, Rib Balloons, Rivets,
Roundies, Sandbags, Satellites, Scones, Scoops, Set, Shakers, Shebas,
Shermans, Shimmies, Silos, Skin Sacks, Skooners, Smoothies, Snuggle
Pups, Spark Plugs, Specials, Spheres, Spongecakes, Spuds, Stacks,
Stuffing Casabas, Sugar Plums, Sweater Meat, Sweater Puffs, Sweet Rolls,
Tahitis, Tamales, Tartugas, Tatas, Tattlers, Teats, Tetons, Thangs,
Thingumajigs, Tidbits, Titbits, Tits, Titskis, Titters Domes, Titties
Doodads, Tom-Toms, Tomatoes, Tooters, Torpedoes, Tortillas, Totos Dugs,
Twangers, Tweakers, Tweeters, Twin Peaks, Twofers, Tympanies, U-Boats,
Umlauts, Wahwahs, Waldos, Warheads, Watermelons, Floats, Whoppers,
Windjammers, Wobblers, Wongas, Woofers, Yabbos, Yams, Yayas, Zeppelins,
Zingers
Thursday, November 8, 2012
Christie's Prep
This morning, Christie went to her Chemo Class. Even though we are not quite sure what her cocktail will be, it was a time to receive all kinds of information, including terminology. She came with me and my husband for my chemo class. I know that since Richard (her husband) hasn't experienced this part of the process, it will be beneficial for him.
After that, she received her "port". When I talked to her this afternoon, she was laying on the couch resting. My power injectable port experience was horrible. And remember, she also received her flu and pneumonia shot yesterday.
She talked about two meetings she was scheduled to go to this evening. Well, doc said to keep life's schedules at a normal pace as much as possible. It does help [me] to put both feet on the floor each morning I get up. Purpose.
The MRI on her liver has to be done at the main hospital and the next available appointment is Dec 5. We are checking into other options.
She has to contact her family doctor to get further testing done on her stomach issues. Hopefully, there is nothing to deal with, but we need to alleviate any other fears of the "unknown".
Well, Christie is still dealing with the news and I can remember how surreal at this time of my journey. I am praying that people continue to hug her and encourage her.
After that, she received her "port". When I talked to her this afternoon, she was laying on the couch resting. My power injectable port experience was horrible. And remember, she also received her flu and pneumonia shot yesterday.
I would imagine that she is not feeling 100%
She talked about two meetings she was scheduled to go to this evening. Well, doc said to keep life's schedules at a normal pace as much as possible. It does help [me] to put both feet on the floor each morning I get up. Purpose.
The MRI on her liver has to be done at the main hospital and the next available appointment is Dec 5. We are checking into other options.
She has to contact her family doctor to get further testing done on her stomach issues. Hopefully, there is nothing to deal with, but we need to alleviate any other fears of the "unknown".
Well, Christie is still dealing with the news and I can remember how surreal at this time of my journey. I am praying that people continue to hug her and encourage her.
Oh! How important that is!
Introduction to Breast Cancer
Learning that you have breast cancer can, quite literally, stop you in your tracks. You may feel frozen in time, replaying over and over again in your mind the moment your doctor told you the news. It's normal to feel a wide range of emotions—fear, shock, depression, anger and even guilt.
Slow down, take a moment and breathe. The emotions you are feeling are completely understandable. And if you are feeling nothing, that's OK, too. Oftentimes, when a woman hears the diagnosis "breast cancer," she goes temporarily numb.
Take comfort, though, in knowing that, as of 2010, there are more than 2.5 million breast cancer survivors in the U.S. Experts report that the death rate from breast cancer has been decreasing since 1991, due to public awareness, earlier detection and advances in treatment.
The truth is, there is nothing fair about breast cancer. But you can find plenty of help and reasons for hope. Turn to your family and friends. Choose a healthcare team you trust. Prepare for a battle and be strong.
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Wednesday, November 7, 2012
It's All About Christie
Ok, now to collect all my thoughts and my notes. (I'm a horrible note-taker)
She has a tough road ahead, but she is also a tough cookie, just like her sister.
They are waiting for the HER2/neu test results (hopefully before the week is out). This will identify which type of treatments will be needed. HER2/neu protein is found on some types of cancer cells. This test shows whether the tissue either has too much HER2/neu protein or too many copies of its gene. If the breast tumor has too much HER2/neu, then targeted therapy may be a treatment option. This can include chemotherapy with drugs thru a vein or by tablet form. (My Herceptin is targeted therapy.) We know the hormone receptor test is positive.
We will know the full name once all the tests have come in and which cocktails she will be taking.
Clues about the nature of a tumor come from how abnormal its cells look and what percentage of them is dividing. These and other factors are summed up as a grade of 1, 2 or 3. The higher the grade, the more aggressive the tumor. Cancers are also classified by stage -- a measure of how extensive the disease is. The system often used is called TNM, for Tumor (size), Nodes (cancer present or not) and Metastasis (cancer spread to distant organs). A number is assigned to each category. Once the TNM categories are determined, this info is combined with the grade to create an overall stage, from 0 for noninvasive to IV for the most invasive.
Christie is going to be fine
She has a tough road ahead, but she is also a tough cookie, just like her sister.
They are waiting for the HER2/neu test results (hopefully before the week is out). This will identify which type of treatments will be needed. HER2/neu protein is found on some types of cancer cells. This test shows whether the tissue either has too much HER2/neu protein or too many copies of its gene. If the breast tumor has too much HER2/neu, then targeted therapy may be a treatment option. This can include chemotherapy with drugs thru a vein or by tablet form. (My Herceptin is targeted therapy.) We know the hormone receptor test is positive.
We will know the full name once all the tests have come in and which cocktails she will be taking.
Clues about the nature of a tumor come from how abnormal its cells look and what percentage of them is dividing. These and other factors are summed up as a grade of 1, 2 or 3. The higher the grade, the more aggressive the tumor. Cancers are also classified by stage -- a measure of how extensive the disease is. The system often used is called TNM, for Tumor (size), Nodes (cancer present or not) and Metastasis (cancer spread to distant organs). A number is assigned to each category. Once the TNM categories are determined, this info is combined with the grade to create an overall stage, from 0 for noninvasive to IV for the most invasive.
T2N1M0=IIB
T = (tumor size) = 2
N = Nodes (cancer present or not) = 1
M = Metastasis (cancer spread to distant organs) = 0
Stage 2 B
Part of the waiting we had to endure was getting clarification on lesions that were found on her spine and on her liver. Doc said the spine was clear! The liver was inconclusive and she feels that it will prove clear as well. First, another scan to be sure. Double-check the stomach area as well.
Red blood count was good
Cyst on the spleen
Next
Chemo Class
MRI - stomach and liver
Implant port
Echo
Plan - chemo first, see how much the tumor shrinks to be able to determine if surgery will be lumpectomy or mastectomy. From this, the type of surgery will determine if radiation will be part of the treatment.
Today, they gave her a flu shot and pneumonia shot. She met the social worker, Denise, who helps coordinate insurance, billing, and find resources such as nutritionists, etc. She received her scripts for the nauseous meds, handicap sign, wig, and work orders (above).
When things "settle down" a bit, both of us have to get Oncotype DX test.
Doc's recommended homework: Living will
Doc's recommended reading:
Yes, siree, she is a FIGHTER!
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| I saw this smile today! |
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Spiritual Reality Check
Nothing happens in your life that is beyond God's control.
When you go through a hard time, God is never caught off guard. The truth is He wants to use it to take you to a new level in your relationship with Him. That's when your challenge becomes a "test" that can actually strengthen your faith and trust in God. So resist the urge to panic and instead praise God for the good thing He's doing in your life while He's bringing you through the storm.
Remember what the Word says:
He who began a good work in you will continue...developing...and perfecting and bringing it to a full completion in you. Phil 1:6
The fact that God is doing a "work" in you is actually an encouraging thing. It's all about having the right perspective and trusting Him.
Remember, you are not going under, you are going through!
by: Joyce Meyer
When you go through a hard time, God is never caught off guard. The truth is He wants to use it to take you to a new level in your relationship with Him. That's when your challenge becomes a "test" that can actually strengthen your faith and trust in God. So resist the urge to panic and instead praise God for the good thing He's doing in your life while He's bringing you through the storm.
Remember what the Word says:
He who began a good work in you will continue...developing...and perfecting and bringing it to a full completion in you. Phil 1:6
The fact that God is doing a "work" in you is actually an encouraging thing. It's all about having the right perspective and trusting Him.
Remember, you are not going under, you are going through!
by: Joyce Meyer
Monday, November 5, 2012
Waiting is a pain in the butt!
Today's oncology appointment with Christie has been post-poned until Wednesday at 3:00. Doc had a death in the family. As much as we understand, it is difficult to wait.
Christie has another MRI today and then I guess we will wait.
My opinion is that Doc Esther has 5 other colleagues in her office and if it was "urgent" enough, she would have set Christie up with one of them.
As with anything, the fear of the unknown is what can mess with your mind.
Remember, you are never alone. Jesus is sitting right next to you.
Christie has another MRI today and then I guess we will wait.
My opinion is that Doc Esther has 5 other colleagues in her office and if it was "urgent" enough, she would have set Christie up with one of them.
As with anything, the fear of the unknown is what can mess with your mind.
We can't let it.
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| Christie / Heather / Carol |
Remember, you are never alone. Jesus is sitting right next to you.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Not again!
The last few days have been shocking. My sister has been such an angel during my illness, taking such good care of me and always lending a hand or a shoulder. How did the tide suddenly turn?
Her annual mammogram came out fine the beginning of the year. She started to notice changes and even went to her doctor who had the balls to say that she was having sympathy pains for her sister (me).
I'd like to kick him in the balls and tell him that is just sympathy pains for the jerks in this world.
Ladies, we are here to remind you, when you notice changes in your body, don't take no for an answer! She didn't.
Christie's biopsy was Thursday, Nov 1. From there, they sent her to Dr. Partin, the same surgeon I had. Since the biopsy wasn't back yet, they discussed some of the details.
They received more news the next day. They were called to come in to see Dr. Partin at 11:00. After numerous tests that lasted most of the day (test, wait, go to another lab, test, wait and repeat). At about 5:30, I received a text that they were heading home. Oh! Such a long and exhausting day!
Still not much news to report except that she has told her children, mom, dad, youngest sister and she is notifying those in her life's circle. That is a very good thing! It is so VERY important to have people support you with love and prayers and a lending hand.
I hope Christie at least writes down her journey. It is good therapy. And, if she decides to publicize it, then she will get even more prayers and encouragement. She did give me permission to share her journey with mine.
We are entwined as sisters and just living in the moment.
Lord, I don't want to live in fear. Help me remember to always bring my concerns to You in prayer so that Your peace that passes all understanding will permanently reside in my heart. I draw my strength from You and I refuse to be afraid of illness. I refuse to be afraid of death itself.
I Corinthians 15:
54 Then, when our dying bodies have been transformed into bodies that will never die,[j] this Scripture will be fulfilled: “Death is swallowed up in victory.[k]
55 O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?[l]”
AMEN
It was beautiful to have my new church family pray for my sister today. My pastor gave me a prayer cloth annointed with oil. I will take it to her tomorrow when we meet with Dr Esther (my oncologist). I hope to take notes and be a support for her.
Lord, I come to You today and pray for healing and wholeness for my sister. I ask that sickness and infirmity will have no place or power in her life. I pray for protection against any disease coming into her body and trust that You will place Your hand upon her body and heal her. I ask that you give her strength and comfort to endure the treatments that will rid the cancer cells from her body. I pray for a miracle that the tumor shrinks to absolutely nothing remaining and that the doctors will see for themselves just what a miracle can be! Use this situation to Your glory, God, and let Your light shine upon everyone who watches! Amen and Amen!
Her annual mammogram came out fine the beginning of the year. She started to notice changes and even went to her doctor who had the balls to say that she was having sympathy pains for her sister (me).
I'd like to kick him in the balls and tell him that is just sympathy pains for the jerks in this world.
Ladies, we are here to remind you, when you notice changes in your body, don't take no for an answer! She didn't.
Christie's biopsy was Thursday, Nov 1. From there, they sent her to Dr. Partin, the same surgeon I had. Since the biopsy wasn't back yet, they discussed some of the details.
They received more news the next day. They were called to come in to see Dr. Partin at 11:00. After numerous tests that lasted most of the day (test, wait, go to another lab, test, wait and repeat). At about 5:30, I received a text that they were heading home. Oh! Such a long and exhausting day!
Still not much news to report except that she has told her children, mom, dad, youngest sister and she is notifying those in her life's circle. That is a very good thing! It is so VERY important to have people support you with love and prayers and a lending hand.
I hope Christie at least writes down her journey. It is good therapy. And, if she decides to publicize it, then she will get even more prayers and encouragement. She did give me permission to share her journey with mine.
We are entwined as sisters and just living in the moment.
Lord, I don't want to live in fear. Help me remember to always bring my concerns to You in prayer so that Your peace that passes all understanding will permanently reside in my heart. I draw my strength from You and I refuse to be afraid of illness. I refuse to be afraid of death itself.
I Corinthians 15:
54 Then, when our dying bodies have been transformed into bodies that will never die,[j] this Scripture will be fulfilled: “Death is swallowed up in victory.[k]
55 O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?[l]”
AMEN
It was beautiful to have my new church family pray for my sister today. My pastor gave me a prayer cloth annointed with oil. I will take it to her tomorrow when we meet with Dr Esther (my oncologist). I hope to take notes and be a support for her.
Lord, I come to You today and pray for healing and wholeness for my sister. I ask that sickness and infirmity will have no place or power in her life. I pray for protection against any disease coming into her body and trust that You will place Your hand upon her body and heal her. I ask that you give her strength and comfort to endure the treatments that will rid the cancer cells from her body. I pray for a miracle that the tumor shrinks to absolutely nothing remaining and that the doctors will see for themselves just what a miracle can be! Use this situation to Your glory, God, and let Your light shine upon everyone who watches! Amen and Amen!
Friday, November 2, 2012
Herceptin #15
Update #15 not #9 (chemo brain)
Today was my 15th Herceptin drip. Targetting those HER2 proteins! Zap ~
Day after Thanksgiving and 2 days after my sister's birthday in December.
I asked Nurse Karen what happens next? I don't see the oncologist until January. She said that I will receive a phone call to set up an "overview" appointment. They will review everything that has occurred since the beginning of my journey. I will still need tests here and there. And still need checkups with my oncologist. Still monitoring the "5 year pill".
I couldn't have done it without the encouraging words and prayers received from so many people in my life. Even people I don't even know. It's that positive energy that has gotten me through some of the rough times and bad days.
It's natural to think about death while going through something so intense as cancer. It's crazy even to say those words .... "I have cancer". You HAVE to go through it to get to the OTHER side. Hopefully, in one piece. Much wiser, much more humble, full of grace and compassion for others.
Today was my 15th Herceptin drip. Targetting those HER2 proteins! Zap ~
I have 2 more to go!
Day after Thanksgiving and 2 days after my sister's birthday in December.
I asked Nurse Karen what happens next? I don't see the oncologist until January. She said that I will receive a phone call to set up an "overview" appointment. They will review everything that has occurred since the beginning of my journey. I will still need tests here and there. And still need checkups with my oncologist. Still monitoring the "5 year pill".
So, still not quite over
I couldn't have done it without the encouraging words and prayers received from so many people in my life. Even people I don't even know. It's that positive energy that has gotten me through some of the rough times and bad days.
It's natural to think about death while going through something so intense as cancer. It's crazy even to say those words .... "I have cancer". You HAVE to go through it to get to the OTHER side. Hopefully, in one piece. Much wiser, much more humble, full of grace and compassion for others.
The Lord is my light and my salvation - whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life - of whom shall I be afraid?
Psalm 27:1
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
To My Daughters
May You Be Blessed Movie: "Sometimes our light goes out but is blown again into flame by an encounter with another human being. Each of us owes the deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this inner light." This is a quote from Albert Schweitzer, but it captures the essence of what "May You Be Blessed" is all about.
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Some Side Effects and Gilda Radner
Just a bit of an update ~
This morning, I counted 2 eye lashes on one side and 3 on the other side. My hair seems to be thinning and I give my eyebrows a little help with a brow pencil. Thanks to the 5 year pill.
And still .... so very tired. I'm suppose to be exercising, but by the time I get home from work, I can barely do anything.
Right now, I have the heating pad on my back. The steroids are gone and the pain is noticeable again.
Although I could continuing sharing my aches & pains, I will stop for now ~
Well, at least I'm not as bad as this guy......
This morning, I counted 2 eye lashes on one side and 3 on the other side. My hair seems to be thinning and I give my eyebrows a little help with a brow pencil. Thanks to the 5 year pill.
And still .... so very tired. I'm suppose to be exercising, but by the time I get home from work, I can barely do anything.
Right now, I have the heating pad on my back. The steroids are gone and the pain is noticeable again.
Although I could continuing sharing my aches & pains, I will stop for now ~
Well, at least I'm not as bad as this guy......
So smile, someone else probably has it a lot worse!
Compassion International
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| Compassion International |
Time does seem to go by in a hurry. The child I sponsor in India will be turning 15 in January. I began sponsoring him in 2005, when he was 8 years old. I recognize the envelope immediately and carefully open the letter in anticipation of knowing that he is doing well and sometimes I am surprised with a photo. As I write back to him, I am sure to include encouraging words and photos of myself and my family.
I had a bit of a dry spell when I was in the thick of treatment. This time, I explained it to him. I am hoping that I was careful in my wording and I would imagine that the translator will help in that area.
Being a part of this child's life has truly been a blessing.
If you are ever interested in becoming a sponsor, click on the link.
They also have a blog
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Heaven
Did you get an opportunity to read John 11:1-44 yet? If you don’t have a bible, here you go:
I heard a sermon recently discussing the shortest
sentence in the bible.
35 Jesus wept.
I’ve heard many sermons talk about why Jesus wept. To name a few: 1) He was sad that there was so much lack of
faith, 2) He was sad to lose his friend, Lazarus. We know that God would be glorified throughout
this whole episode.
It is interesting when you can truly bible “study” … dig
deep down into the words and think about things in a different “perspective”.
How about in Lazarus’ perspective?
Check this out…. Have you ever thought about Heaven and
what it is like? How beautiful. How peaceful and loving. How marvelous. Most importantly, the fact that in Heaven, we
are in the midst of our Holy God. Jesus
knew that he was about to pull Lazarus back to earth, back to his earthly body
and back from the embrace, protection and love of God. Plus,
Lazarus would have to die again when it was time to go back home to be with our
Lord.
That would make me cry too.
It had never occurred to me and I just wanted to share
this with you.
I love imagining Heaven.
Two more things to share. First,
take a look at http://www.akiane.com/store/
This girl is now 18 and she began art at the age of 4. God has truly given her a gift and I adore
all her paintings. Especially those she
paints of Heaven. Her poems are very
thought-provoking as well.
I
Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me
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Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he
may die, he shall live. 26 And whoever lives and believes
in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?”
Friday, October 19, 2012
3 Little Babies
Hi all,
Just a bit of an update . . . Sunday, I really jarred myself when I fell. Let's just say: kitten + stairs and middle of the night = tumble. It mainly pained my left leg. Oh mercy me!
Momma cat had taken the 3 little babies somewhere for the last 10 days and we couldn't find them until yesterday. In our garage!
This morning, my dog was doing her high pitched whine, so I turned on the porch light and sure enough, the little gray one was on our porch. I threw on my coat and took the flash light out to find the others, but didn't find them. I took off for work and Matt called later that the other two were in the bushes out front. He brought them up and watched over them. Momma cat seemed to ignore them and they tumbled over the porch a few times. They are so wobbly when they walk .... like walking on ice.
I came home around 10:30 (vacation) and came up with a game plan. We fit the cat station inside of a big plastic tub. Momma could jump in and out, but the babies couldn't. Nice and snug. The weather is getting colder and we hope to find homes for them very soon. Today, we bought little kitten bottles and food to begin weening them.
By weening them, we can take her to get fixed and not worry about the anesthesia in her system and in her milk.
Just a bit of an update . . . Sunday, I really jarred myself when I fell. Let's just say: kitten + stairs and middle of the night = tumble. It mainly pained my left leg. Oh mercy me!
Momma cat had taken the 3 little babies somewhere for the last 10 days and we couldn't find them until yesterday. In our garage!
This morning, my dog was doing her high pitched whine, so I turned on the porch light and sure enough, the little gray one was on our porch. I threw on my coat and took the flash light out to find the others, but didn't find them. I took off for work and Matt called later that the other two were in the bushes out front. He brought them up and watched over them. Momma cat seemed to ignore them and they tumbled over the porch a few times. They are so wobbly when they walk .... like walking on ice.
I came home around 10:30 (vacation) and came up with a game plan. We fit the cat station inside of a big plastic tub. Momma could jump in and out, but the babies couldn't. Nice and snug. The weather is getting colder and we hope to find homes for them very soon. Today, we bought little kitten bottles and food to begin weening them.
By weening them, we can take her to get fixed and not worry about the anesthesia in her system and in her milk.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Living in the Moment
What does it mean "Living in the moment" opposed to "Living for the moment" ?
Find out here at Christian Working Woman
Find out here at Christian Working Woman
Monday, October 15, 2012
Planning
Well, I went through the templates and for now, picked this one. It doesn't allow a header or footer and it hides the gadgets. Not sure I'm going to keep it yet.
I was pondering on what to incorporate into my writings now that treatments have slowed down. Figured out that I want to stay true to the title "Living in the Moment". I want to write about whatever is on my mind on any given day and perhaps share some word of God studies that have intrigued me.
Maybe I can share some short stories or photography tips ... maybe just share things from my heart.
Writing is a joy to me.
Next topic: John 11:1-44
Don't have a bible? http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2011%20&version=NKJV
Until next time ~
I was pondering on what to incorporate into my writings now that treatments have slowed down. Figured out that I want to stay true to the title "Living in the Moment". I want to write about whatever is on my mind on any given day and perhaps share some word of God studies that have intrigued me.
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| Colorado |
Maybe I can share some short stories or photography tips ... maybe just share things from my heart.
Writing is a joy to me.
Next topic: John 11:1-44
Don't have a bible? http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2011%20&version=NKJV
Until next time ~
Friday, October 12, 2012
Today's Herceptin
This morning was my Herceptin (every 3 weeks). Nurse Traci took care of me today. I will miss these angels when my treatments are done. Traci mentioned a new chemo that is taken with Herceptin called Perjeta. As with all drugs, this has some dozy side effects.
I've missed some work this week as I was overly-fatigued and then yesterday I thought I caught a germ. Today, I made it to work after chemo and just getting through the day.
Definitely glad it is Friday!
Blessings to you and yours ~
I've missed some work this week as I was overly-fatigued and then yesterday I thought I caught a germ. Today, I made it to work after chemo and just getting through the day.
Definitely glad it is Friday!
Blessings to you and yours ~
Sunday, October 7, 2012
More Kitties!
I have NO idea why it took momma cat so long to bring her kitties up to the safety of our front porch. First, it was the white one (previous post) in the morning. Then later that evening, the gray kitten was laying next to the white one! The following morning, the orange one was laying with the other two.
We figure they are two weeks old.
We figure they are two weeks old.
Free kittens! Any takers?
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Another Kitty
Check out my sister's re-design by merging 3 of her blogs into one fantastic, beautiful, informational site! http://teachteenparents.blogspot.com/ Very creative Christie.
Heather, where is your blog??? well, I might take you up on the research items from pininterest and such. I'm looking for a neat thingy-a-bob to hold my earrings. (hope school is going well for you!)
So, about the time we brought the two kitties in from outside, the momma showed up skinny again. We figure she gave birth around Sept 21. We looked everywhere for the litter, even thinking they were under our front porch. Couldn't find them. Lots of raccoons have been stalking our property.
Today, Momma brought her one and only on the front porch inside the carpeted kitty play station.
Momma trusts us ... now we need to come up with some $$ to get her fixed. She is a neighborhood stray.
Still thinking about what to do with my blog .....
Heather, where is your blog??? well, I might take you up on the research items from pininterest and such. I'm looking for a neat thingy-a-bob to hold my earrings. (hope school is going well for you!)
So, about the time we brought the two kitties in from outside, the momma showed up skinny again. We figure she gave birth around Sept 21. We looked everywhere for the litter, even thinking they were under our front porch. Couldn't find them. Lots of raccoons have been stalking our property.
Today, Momma brought her one and only on the front porch inside the carpeted kitty play station.
It is all white and barely has it's eyes open.
Momma trusts us ... now we need to come up with some $$ to get her fixed. She is a neighborhood stray.
Still thinking about what to do with my blog .....
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Time for a Re-Design
Next week is my Herceptin. After that, I'll wait 3 weeks and do it again. Besides the chemo drip and a few back issues, my intense journey with breast canSURVIVE is winding down.
Writing this blog has been very therapeutic and I love sharing my photos and thoughts (not sure if anyone cares to read them!)
So, what's next?
Well, I've been thinking that there are other things in my life that interest me and I don't always have to (or want to) talk about canzer. That can get boring.
I'm thinking about getting creative with the design and figure out how to segue into another topic, yet keep the information (history) in tack. I will plan it out and organize it and then introduce it .....
For those of you who know me, do you have any suggestions on topics? Or, has this venue played itself out?
Writing this blog has been very therapeutic and I love sharing my photos and thoughts (not sure if anyone cares to read them!)
So, what's next?
Well, I've been thinking that there are other things in my life that interest me and I don't always have to (or want to) talk about canzer. That can get boring.
For those of you who know me, do you have any suggestions on topics? Or, has this venue played itself out?
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
It's October!
As I turn the calendar page to another month, I again reflect upon the last 11 months. Most of it seems like a blur, but not when you are going through the thick of it. There were some dark moments not so long ago. But they have faded and are but dim memories. None that I ever want to relive again.
Fall is my favorite season. God's voice whispers to my heart as my eyes take in the colors that are so alive, so vivid. I want to stay inside the frame and bypass winter. If only I could.
Well, I'm finishing up the regiment of steroids .... wondering if I am going to get more "manly" between that and the estrogen blockers .... (just kidding). My back is still giving me fits, but I am fighting back.
Next week is my Herceptin. I'm not scheduled to see any doctors until January. No upcoming tests. Weird.
I'm losing a little bit of my "expression" again. Have to pencil in some brows. Must be an effect from the Arimidex (Anastrozole). I'm not concerned about it. After everything else .....
October is Breast Cancer Awareness month. Have you had your mammogram yet?
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| I love capturing Reflections |
Well, I'm finishing up the regiment of steroids .... wondering if I am going to get more "manly" between that and the estrogen blockers .... (just kidding). My back is still giving me fits, but I am fighting back.
Jackie, my ball is IN USE!
Next week is my Herceptin. I'm not scheduled to see any doctors until January. No upcoming tests. Weird.
I'm losing a little bit of my "expression" again. Have to pencil in some brows. Must be an effect from the Arimidex (Anastrozole). I'm not concerned about it. After everything else .....
October is Breast Cancer Awareness month. Have you had your mammogram yet?
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Motherhood
I had my first hair cut today! Ashley did a great job of shaping it so I don't look so scruffy. She is expecting a baby in about a month and it must be hard to be on her feet all day. I told her my "baby" turned 26 today! Thinking of pregnancy, I began to think about the whole experience. I don't ever want to forget.
I do wish I would have done some things differently as a mother. But I sure do love 'em ~
Birth. Death. The world keeps spinning. Life goes on. What are you doing each day you have breathe? Are you loving deeply? Are you making a difference? Do you have joy? What about peace? Count your blessings .... I'm sure you have many.
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| Baby dropped and is position - 26 years ago |
I do wish I would have done some things differently as a mother. But I sure do love 'em ~
Birth. Death. The world keeps spinning. Life goes on. What are you doing each day you have breathe? Are you loving deeply? Are you making a difference? Do you have joy? What about peace? Count your blessings .... I'm sure you have many.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
MRI Results on my Back
The doctor came flying in the room (as usual) and said "No Cancer!!" I just stared at her as my mind tried to register what she was talking about. Not once did I think of the word when I was getting the MRI on my back. But to think, she was .... it's true, everything that gets tested will always have an underlying alert.
So, what are the results?
Trouble in the L4-L5 S1 area.
A pinched nerve, herniated disk, nerve roots, spinal stenosis. I think I have some studying to do. Treatment: steroids and some serious exercise for the back. Sis, I need to blow up the ball.
I will survive this too ~
So, what are the results?
Trouble in the L4-L5 S1 area.
A pinched nerve, herniated disk, nerve roots, spinal stenosis. I think I have some studying to do. Treatment: steroids and some serious exercise for the back. Sis, I need to blow up the ball.
At least I'm not crazy .... well, that's still debatable.
I will survive this too ~
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Two More Additions
This morning we got up for church and I got a "jump" start to my day. I pulled the shower curtain aside and to my shock (and horror) there were two wolf spiders side by side.
If you read the tab "All About Me", you will see our motley crew. We are a sucker for strays.....
The size of camels ... I mean half dollars
Matt! I know you don't like spiders any more than I do, but bring your big shoes and get 'em! Trust me, I was looking EVERYWHERE all morning getting ready. Now, how DO they get in the house? Beats me ~
The weekend went by fast again. I'm getting ready for a short nap, but wanted to post some happenings.
Remember the little ones that were born in our garage? Well, husband has been feeding them, petting them, naming them
So, you know what I'm going to say next ....
Yep, they are in the tub right now getting bathed. Say hello to
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| Muffin (as in Rag-a-muffin) |
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| Here's the momma |
If you read the tab "All About Me", you will see our motley crew. We are a sucker for strays.....
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Dem Bones
The hip bone's connected to the back bone
The back bone's connected to the neck bone,
The neck bone's connected to the head bone,
Now shake dem skeleton bones!
Dem bones, dem bones, dem dry bones.....
For some reason, I had this song going around in my head as I waited for the results of my bone density test.
After chemo this morning, I made my way to Doc Esther to get the results of the bone test and the echo. Echo is fine enough..... my back is another story. There were a lot of numbers running across the screen, but the bottom line, it is time to look into it deeper but not time for extra meds to offset some of the Arimidex (Anastrozole) effects.
Osteopenia refers to bone mineral density (BMD) that is lower than normal peak BMD but not low enough to be classified as osteoporosis.
All I can tell you is that I can't stand for more than 5 minutes without excrutiating pain.
Nope, I haven't mentioned this yet ... you had to listen to just the canzer stuff, why zing you with another issue?
Anyway, MRI w/contrast is scheduled for early tomorrow morning. After work, I picked up the recommended dosage of Calcium 600 mg / Vit D 400 iu / Magnesium 400 iu (Caltrate). She also wants me to do some strength training.
A friend of my sister, Jackie, gave me a gift called the pure fitness ball. She uses it all the time so I'm gonna do it too. I can't wait to meet her to get all the tips she has learned during her own journey.
My friend, Sally, gave me a wonderful gift that I keep at work. It is THE BEST thing in the world. It's funny to see expressions from people as they get closer to my desk ... a small humming sound that you just can't pinpoint! Besides massage, it heats....
Nurse Rose took care of me today with the Herceptin. I sat right next to the machine that holds all those wonderful heated blankets. Plus, I had my blue afghan that Jane made!
I've gained 3 pounds :( My blood pressure was a little high. Doc wants me to get a flu shot this year.
The back bone's connected to the neck bone,
The neck bone's connected to the head bone,
Now shake dem skeleton bones!
Dem bones, dem bones, dem dry bones.....
For some reason, I had this song going around in my head as I waited for the results of my bone density test.
After chemo this morning, I made my way to Doc Esther to get the results of the bone test and the echo. Echo is fine enough..... my back is another story. There were a lot of numbers running across the screen, but the bottom line, it is time to look into it deeper but not time for extra meds to offset some of the Arimidex (Anastrozole) effects.
All I can tell you is that I can't stand for more than 5 minutes without excrutiating pain.
Nope, I haven't mentioned this yet ... you had to listen to just the canzer stuff, why zing you with another issue?
Anyway, MRI w/contrast is scheduled for early tomorrow morning. After work, I picked up the recommended dosage of Calcium 600 mg / Vit D 400 iu / Magnesium 400 iu (Caltrate). She also wants me to do some strength training.
If I had the strength, I would be doing it!
A friend of my sister, Jackie, gave me a gift called the pure fitness ball. She uses it all the time so I'm gonna do it too. I can't wait to meet her to get all the tips she has learned during her own journey.
(just need to get it blown up)
My friend, Sally, gave me a wonderful gift that I keep at work. It is THE BEST thing in the world. It's funny to see expressions from people as they get closer to my desk ... a small humming sound that you just can't pinpoint! Besides massage, it heats....
Nurse Rose took care of me today with the Herceptin. I sat right next to the machine that holds all those wonderful heated blankets. Plus, I had my blue afghan that Jane made!
I've gained 3 pounds :( My blood pressure was a little high. Doc wants me to get a flu shot this year.
Did you know I'm in my 10th month of treatment?
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Bikers for Boobs
Bikers for Boobs of Akron Ridin' & Stridin' Poker Run
I got an unexpected and fabulous gift today from Debbie! This weekend was the 3rd annual poker run for our area to raise awareness and donations for breast cancer.
Sorry, folks, not modeling this one! But, you may see me sporting it around town....maybe.... well ok, sure why not?!
Thank you, Debbie!!!!!
I got an unexpected and fabulous gift today from Debbie! This weekend was the 3rd annual poker run for our area to raise awareness and donations for breast cancer.
Thank you, Debbie!!!!!
Hot Air Balloons
I had such a good time this weekend with Megen. I was thrilled to see a launching of hot air balloons (a new experience for me) and she agreed to pick me up and join me. It was a thrill!
She started the visit with home-made apple crisp and a beautiful glass flower.
She started the visit with home-made apple crisp and a beautiful glass flower.
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| Dainty |
Sure were a lot of people .... kids' rides, carnival food, blankets, canvas chairs and beautiful sky. The air was cool in the shade and we moved up a couple of times to get out of the long reach of the branches. I should have worn a heavier coat!
Working on the full album for Shutterfly .... here are a few selections:
We had a wonderful meal afterwards and girlie talk ....
Megen, thank you for sharing time with me! AND, I really do think that you should continue your blog. After all, you have 120 members! (look how many I have), so come on!!
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Bras for a Cause
Check this out Bras for a Cause: Donate Now for Breast Cancer Awareness
A donation drive began Aug. 1 and runs through the end of September. Look for drop off locations and display areas in Summit, Cuyahoga, Portage and Stark Counties.
A donation drive began Aug. 1 and runs through the end of September. Look for drop off locations and display areas in Summit, Cuyahoga, Portage and Stark Counties.
Meet Julie Nawrocky Reis
The link below is a story about Julie, a wonderful survivor from the Cancer Support Group at Stewart's Caring Place here in Akron, Ohio. Please be aware of the symptoms associated with Ovarian Cancer as mentioned in this article --- and tell all your friends too. Take care!!!
http://stow.patch.com/articles/turn-this-town-teal-with-a-stow-ovarian-cancer-survivor
In February, 33-year-old wife and mother of two Julie Nawrocky Reis was working out and felt something in her abdomen that "just felt wrong."
A few visits to the doctor later and experts said Reis had a large 16-inch by 18-centimeter tumor on her ovary. She had surgery to remove the stage 1B cancerous tumor about two weeks after she went to the doctor all because she knew something just didn't feel right.
"It's a good thing I went," said Reis, who is now cancer free after surgery and six rounds of chemotherapy. "It sucks overall but, cancer doesn't have to be a death sentence anymore ... but early detection is key. The problem is it isn't easy to detect the warning signs."
Take a look at a list of possible symptoms and signs including:
http://stow.patch.com/articles/turn-this-town-teal-with-a-stow-ovarian-cancer-survivor
This is a story about a young Stow woman turning a negative into a positive.
In February, 33-year-old wife and mother of two Julie Nawrocky Reis was working out and felt something in her abdomen that "just felt wrong."
A few visits to the doctor later and experts said Reis had a large 16-inch by 18-centimeter tumor on her ovary. She had surgery to remove the stage 1B cancerous tumor about two weeks after she went to the doctor all because she knew something just didn't feel right. "It's a good thing I went," said Reis, who is now cancer free after surgery and six rounds of chemotherapy. "It sucks overall but, cancer doesn't have to be a death sentence anymore ... but early detection is key. The problem is it isn't easy to detect the warning signs."
Take a look at a list of possible symptoms and signs including:
Friday, September 14, 2012
Teach2Blog
Isn’t my sister awesome! Brilliant! Creative! I think I will interview her and ask how many blogs she has .... wanna guess? Come on, dare ya :)
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Update on Bone Density Test
Today, I received a call from the oncologist office requesting to see me next week.
"Oh...why?"
"We received your bone density test and she wants to discuss it with you," she said.
"Is it bad?" I asked.
"No, just early detection of bone loss."
I know better than to ask more specific questions of the staff, as they are "not supposed to" answer medical diagnosis.
Since I have my Herceptin drip next Thursday 9/20, I made it for right after. It will be a long morning as I'm sure I was squeezed into the schedule book.
Forgot to mention that they did my height measurement for the test as well and all this time I thought I was 5'5" .... that has now changed to 5' 4-1/2" !!
On day two of wearing a Pedometer ~ the overall goal is to walk 10,000 steps a day (at least that is what we all SHOULD do). I set my for 5,000 as I know I will need to gradually get into this.
Day one: 2547 strides (started tracking late in the morning)
Day two: 5027 strides (took it off once I settled in at home and have the laptop on my lap)
Sis and I walked a bit around her beautiful neighborhood today. First, we took mom out to dinner....
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Came across this video of one of my favorite songs. In a place called Kumarakom by a local potter
"Oh...why?"
"We received your bone density test and she wants to discuss it with you," she said.
"Is it bad?" I asked.
"No, just early detection of bone loss."
I know better than to ask more specific questions of the staff, as they are "not supposed to" answer medical diagnosis.
Since I have my Herceptin drip next Thursday 9/20, I made it for right after. It will be a long morning as I'm sure I was squeezed into the schedule book.
Forgot to mention that they did my height measurement for the test as well and all this time I thought I was 5'5" .... that has now changed to 5' 4-1/2" !!
Nothing to panic about
I'm as cool as a cucumber ~
On day two of wearing a Pedometer ~ the overall goal is to walk 10,000 steps a day (at least that is what we all SHOULD do). I set my for 5,000 as I know I will need to gradually get into this.
I wheel my office chair to the printer
Day one: 2547 strides (started tracking late in the morning)
Day two: 5027 strides (took it off once I settled in at home and have the laptop on my lap)
Sis and I walked a bit around her beautiful neighborhood today. First, we took mom out to dinner....
Baby steps ~
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Came across this video of one of my favorite songs. In a place called Kumarakom by a local potter
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Echo & Bone Density Tests
Early Monday morning, I arrived for my echo. This is done to monitor my heart while on Herceptin. (search Herceptin for other posts). The technician was the same one I had in May and we picked up where we left off....she seemed to remember me from last time. And I remember her and asked for updates in specific areas of her life.
Then, I made my way downstairs for the bone density tests. That was VERY easy compared to everything I have been through!
Chris was right in that you should use the same machine that you start with for future bone density tests. They are unable to load data from one machine to a different machine and therefore, cannot compare the info. (I think I got that right)
My doctor should receive my results for both tests in about 48 hours.
I don't anticipate any negative results.
I'll keep you posted.
After I left, I gave her a hope bracelet to wear ~
Then, I made my way downstairs for the bone density tests. That was VERY easy compared to everything I have been through!
I didn't have to take my clothes off ~
Chris was right in that you should use the same machine that you start with for future bone density tests. They are unable to load data from one machine to a different machine and therefore, cannot compare the info. (I think I got that right)
My doctor should receive my results for both tests in about 48 hours.
I don't anticipate any negative results.
I'll keep you posted.
Shutterfly
Call me BUTTER, I'm on a roll .....
Received a free 8x8, 20 page book from Shutterfly with just a few short days to make it before the discount expired. (A gift for the 84 page book I just ordered).
Just finished it and placed an order!
Not the best I've done, but I have never made one under 20 pages before and that is HARD to pick your favorites and make them FIT.
So, what else can I do but create a SERIES ....
tonight was Book One!
I love Shutterfly ~
Stand up 2 Cancer ~ Launch a Star
From Cousin Holly ~
Good morning family,
As I sat and watched the Stand up 2 Cancer special on Friday, I donated. It then gave me an option to launch a star. So, I did. So Carol, this is for you! For your bravery in the face of this trying time. You are an inspiration to me and I love you. God Bless!!
Thank you for launching a star in the SU2C Constellation. You can visit Carol's star and invite friends to add to your tribute at:
http://constellation.standup2cancer.org/35855?launch=1
Thank you for honoring a loved one while supporting cutting edge collaborative cancer research
Holly, God has blessed us as cousins. I'm SO grateful. Even though our neighborhoods are in a different state, we will have eternity to catch up on ol' times. Then, again, who wants to live life in the past!? My humble thanks to you for thinking of me! I'm so honored ~ Oceans of love, Carol
Good morning family,
As I sat and watched the Stand up 2 Cancer special on Friday, I donated. It then gave me an option to launch a star. So, I did. So Carol, this is for you! For your bravery in the face of this trying time. You are an inspiration to me and I love you. God Bless!!
http://constellation.standup2cancer.org/35855?launch=1
Thank you for honoring a loved one while supporting cutting edge collaborative cancer research
Holly, God has blessed us as cousins. I'm SO grateful. Even though our neighborhoods are in a different state, we will have eternity to catch up on ol' times. Then, again, who wants to live life in the past!? My humble thanks to you for thinking of me! I'm so honored ~ Oceans of love, Carol
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| Rachel, Holly, Carol - 1960's oh my |
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