I named my blog "Living in the Moment". After writing for a few months, I see that planning and thinking about my future is quite important.
There is nothing wrong with focusing on today. As they say, we are not promised tomorrow.
So, somehow, one must keep that balance. Live in the here and now by paying attention and stopping to smell the roses. Plus, one should be able to "dream" about tomorrow and strive for those things in life that bring us joy and happiness.
I got so caught up in trying not to worry about the chemo chair and the side effects, by not thinking too far ahead on the calendar. But, now I just want to think even further ahead on the calendar and day dream about physically being well again to handle each day and what it would be like to get back into the activities I once enjoyed and took for granted.
Christie took me shopping today. Got 100% cotton pjs and 100% cotton sheets. I'm anxious to see if the night sweats are alleviated! I will keep you posted.